After a tough weekend, today started off a little easier. I had nightmares, but not as severe. It wasn't as hot as it has been, and I think that helped. The dog also decided to wake me by stretching into my hip with his claws. But that was good I think as he woke me from the heavy feeling of that poor baby on my chest.
As the days get closer to July 2nd, the chest pain increases and I will hold it in because I DO NOT WANT anyone else to have to deal with it, be reminded of it, to see how totally it destroyed every cell in my body.
This too shall pass......or not. Either way we have to deal with things. Either way, it is life.