Monday, February 23, 2015

Enough already

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Everyday simple problems can be hard on someone fighting for their life.
She has always handled things like no one else.

But, when is enough enough?

This is when I get the most scared, concerned and crazy.

She is so tired of fighting the pain, but she does it.
She is so tired of being stuck, when she was so active. 
But she does it.

For someone who had all the money in the world to now having to watch every dime
She does it.

But now Medicare decided they will no longer cover her morphine. The only thing that allows the pain to dull. Doesn't take it away, but allows her to move, get up, and feel almost human.

They had already taken her life saving cough syrup off the list.
Remember she has stage 4 lung cancer.
Remember she had a brain tumor.

They don't pay for the one thing that keeps her heart rate down either.

She lived, and they are punishing her for it.

How long can she keep fighting. How long should I expect her to stay strong?

I am so tired myself. I can only imagine how she feels.

Everyday issues~~A breeze~~Life issues~~not so much.

Thursday, February 12, 2015

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Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Watching that time bomb...Cancer

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Watching cancer take it's toll on the one you love is HORRIBLE

Not being able to help is WORSE

Every second of Every Day
Waiting for the bomb to go off.

The fuse was short
But still burning and burning and burning

The pain, the daily meds, the financial burden

My job is to keep adding to the fuse, and never letting it reach the bomb

Every second of Every Day
The fear is taking over
The anger is deep inside
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Thursday, February 5, 2015

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Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Someday's I wonder why....

I spend all day and night on other people's businesses.  I post on their pages, my pages and make sure their business is on as many sites, pages and minds that is humanly possible with one person. It is what I do. It is what I am good at.

I am always trying to come up with new ideas, new ways and new things to get attention to these businesses. I charge a monthly fee and just keep working and working.

Most pay less than $50 a month~ Some I have to remind to pay. Wonder if their employees have to remind them??  Some realize I need information and send it to me regularly. Some send pictures, events and let me know what is happening so I can do the best I can to do what I do. Some have seen the work pay off. They have gotten new customers because someone searched Google, and found them.

Others, Don't send a thing, never let me know anything that is happening. They all pay for the same service, but few utilize me the way they can benefit them most.

I give it my all. I do what I can to make sure I give everything I have to these businesses.

For a small amount of money, I don't stop.
But..... When I feel disrespected it makes me wonder.
Being ignored whether through an email, message, group post or text.
Tell's me I need to re-think who I *promote* or *let in*.

No one can bring me to a place where I stop what I love.
I will continue to give my all.
I will continue to do so at a price I think they can afford.
I will continue to be me.